1. |
Without the Fear
01:42
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you made everyone i like my enemy
and so i turned away
the only place that i felt safe was there
and now i can't even show up without the fear
of being hurt
i just want something back, that i'm not getting
it's never coming back
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2. |
Cops
02:28
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the cops are knocking at the front door
and mama won't let them inside
cause she knows that dad is a stone cold killer
and he's got his way with a knife
i've gotta move up from the bottom
and push myself into the light
cause i feel like i'm just surrounded by people
whose minds are much better than mine
you've got a lot of nerve to say this is all my fault
you better hope you're right, you better hope that you're right
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3. |
All I Need
01:50
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4. |
If I Say
03:23
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if i say i'm leaving, i'm leaving
if you say you're leaving, i'm gone
if i say i'm tired, i'm tired
if you say you're tired, you're not
don't go running, don't go running around
if i say i'm sorry can i stay an hour or two at your house
i'm just trying to make it to monday, i'm not sure any more
don't go running, don't go running around
and when you get the good idea to run away from all the fears
that you have made, and i'm alone
don't go running, don't go running around
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5. |
Japanese
02:00
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in my spare time i started learning japanese
most of it won't make sense to me
i just want to go back
to when i had a plan, to when things still made sense
i don't have much defense against you
i think that i'll make it far though
i wish i was mac demarco
my voice will keep echoing after the symphony fades into silence
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6. |
Orange Lens
03:07
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you are a garden, and i am a house fire
you are the rainfall, and i am a puddle
you are the snowfall, and i am the avalanche that buries all your friends
you are the static on the radio, the exhale of my lungs
the broken window in the church, the carpet keeping me from slipping
you're an angel in my eyes an orange lens to look at life
a black hole pouring out its heart, afraid of being torn apart
you're a reminder of why i'm, supposed to not trust any person
(help me find a way out)
with a background in rebellion, and a birdsong sung so seldom
(i don't have a key back in)
you're an angel in my eyes, an orange lens to look at life
(you could make me feel much better)
a black hole pouring out its heart, afraid of being torn apart
(i don't have to stand this weather)
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7. |
Looking Up
02:32
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a couple nights ago a celebrated substance
made its way into your legs and all the other parts of you
and you wandered off of the street into your home
looking for peace you slid inside your carpeted apartment bed
stop looking up you're not gonna get out of this
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8. |
Often Enough
03:20
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did you even try, to mend this severed life
and fix these shattered eyes
there's no use
when i walk, you know that i'm not stopping
for anything or anyone, especially you
and i remember walking down the street almost a year ago
when i ran into you, and changed my whole life
i find it harder every year to not regret the things that i lack
everyone who know me knows that i'm in the right
and i don't say that often enough
and i don't say that often enough
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9. |
G D B Y
03:50
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10. |
Out of Sight
02:27
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i'm staring at my dead friend's facebook page
and remembering when i made fun of him
i shouldn't have made fun of him
and i can still write on your wall
but if you'll see it i don't know
are you an angel up above
or something far worse down below
do you know what it's like
to be gone, out of sight
do you know what it's like
to be gone, out of sight
i've got a picture of you in my pocket
and deep scar tissue in my eye sockets
i play these games cause they seem fun at first
but now i'm in a closet
with some girl i hardly know
your breath is warm, step off my toes
and now i'm scared and nervous
anxious, freezing, i guess i'm going home
do you know what it's like
to be gone, out of sight
do you know what it's like
to be gone, out of sight
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11. |
When I Go
03:17
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when i go tell them all i'm sorry
when i go tell them all goodbye
if one day you wake up in the morning
hands are bare, no one by your side
i'm not sure where i'm going, but it's not here
i've got a lot to think about
it would help if things were set in stone
but they're not, but they're not
hopefully i won't be regretting
all of the decisions i have made
hopefully i can shake this feeling
i'll cross my hands and pick up where we left
i'm don't know where i'm going, but it's not here
i've got a lot to think about
it would help if things were set in stone
but they're not, but they're not
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12. |
Between
03:25
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you could say that i'm your friend
but that won't work out in the end
and you could say that i'm your love
but that won't describe it
what have you done
i saved the best of us
when the cruels collide
we make way for the seams
and the oceans that come between
you could say that we were close
but nothing that you did will show
a single bit of what i've done
to keep myself from coming to an end
a yellow sunset over desperation heals
and quite reveals the meaning
i guess that all is said and done
i've locked the door and now i'm never coming home
what have you done
i saved the best of us
when the cruels collide
we make way for the seams
and the oceans that come between
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